May the force be with you
there’s always this weird moment after a long relationship. after months of not speaking or seeing each other, the anger eventually fades. there’s no more resentment. there’s just you, making your way through the day and occasionally thinking, “wow, i can’t believe that’s really done.”
it doesn’t feel like acceptance or closure, it just feels sad. like you wished you had said good bye and good luck and hugged them like an old friend who was moving away.
I was sitting on my porch and wondering why I don’t sit out here more often and my first thought was that it didn’t matter because pretty soon it won’t be my porch anymore since my mom’s moving when I leave for college.